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Okay, so since posting the previous post- Owen's been much better. He still cries of course, but not like those few days. I'm guessing it was just a mixture of a messed up sleep schedule & the food I had eaten. He and I didn't get much sleep last night, but I think he was feeding off of my itrritation. I still have to keep reminding myself that he's only 5 weeks old. His size plays tricks on my brain- but I need to remember that he doesn't wake up every 3 hours to eat because he's punishing me. I'm fighting off some pretty weird emotions at times, and so I don't know if it's a postpartum depression type thing or not. So, please keep me in your prayers as I continue to go it alone at night & most of the day (at least until 4pm). I still have lots of help from family & that is wonderful. We'll see though. I received a lot of good information via email from many of you & I greatly appreciate it! Feel free to email or comment on here anytime you feel like it.
That's great that he's doing much better I am glad!!!! It will keep getting better just got to wait it out. To answer you're question about Scott I am not sure when he is going in to take his test. He still has a lot of work to do to get himself mentally and physically ready. Mostly physically but he's been sticking to his workouts. I know what you mean about all the time apart that's up ahead it scares me a little, but this is his dream and I will support that by any means. I hope you get some much needed you time. I remember when we took Sam home from the hospital she had nevered cried until we got home. Then she never stopped I checked our I.D braclets just to make sure we took the right baby girl home, it was like I never met this little person before. I have been threw it I know how stressful it is, but it actually does go by pretty fast. You will be fine you are strong and when Owen is bigger you won't remember much of the crying and late nights/early mornings. You guys take care and keep those cute pics coming!!!! Love you all from all three of us.
I'm glad he's doing better. Let me know if there's anything I can do. If it's any consolation, I'm up doing the same thing as you are, most nights. If you text, I'm only a text away.